Mining Memories

The Lost Sheep Friday morning was a Hasty morning…  Many things to do, very little time... Since few days Heart was extremely troubled, with so many pressures at the same time…  And just as I was about to leave home, My Grandfather’s best friend arrived at my place to meet us. HE opened is bible and was reading some verses to me, “Do not let your hearts be troubled.   You believe   in God;   believe also in me. ”- John 14.   Then he read to me “ What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray? And if he finds it, truly, I say to you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine that never went astray. So it is not the will of my Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones should perish. ” –Mathew: 18 This verse just touched my heart. All over his Creations he is simply spreading the messages Calling us ...

My Day started with a worried mind and an upset heart. I was trying to install a few softwares on my PC which would not work out. So decided to go to college and get some help. It took me longer than expected and so with Great disappointment I gave up the idea of spending the later part of the day at the temple. Once my work was completed around 4 pm I left from college, called up Prabhuji and inquired what his plan was. He informed me he is going to attend the Kirtan Mela and had already left his place. For a moment I got upset, as I would not be able to attend the most ecstatic event-“Kirtan Mela”.  Our trains were running almost parallel, so we decided to meet up at the next station for some time and then go our ways. Suddenly I just asked him,“can I attend the Mela too?” I knew its next to impossible as there would not be any pass for me, and the time doesn't suits as I already informed my mother that I would be back home early that day, All this was just...

I am Krishna's and Krishna is Mine. - HG Urmila Mataji I dont know why, This quote or thought by HG Urmila mataji just keeps coming to mind... and it brings such solace to my heart..Most of the time we identify ourselves with so many false identities... I am singer, or I am a writer, on a humbler note, I am so Fallen, I am useless etc etc etc.... thinking over that line again n again... made me realise.. all these identifications are such a hindrance in our surrender... even when we consider ourselves fallen, the problem is, we are  STILL CONSIDERING OURSELVES..  which makes us so away from the thoughts of serving krsna n gurudev and vaishnavas.. but when we simply understand, whoever I am, whatever I am... I am KRISHNA's thats all... there is nothing more to think about ourselves... Now when I am not mine why do i need to even bother about myself... I am Krishna's ... Let him deal with me in anyway he likes... Krishna is mine, so i should be thinking about him... ...

Just a thot that came up this morning... typed it down.. Sometimes we might have experienced this.. .that we are thinking of having a particular food for dinner... and when we get back home... we find that Maa has cooked the very same thing... and in our delight the first  thing we ask her is "How did you know???" The answer is simple coz of her genuine Love... All of us may have sometimes heard that there is a strong telepathy between people who  strongly love each other... Specially the one who loves understands every need of their beloved... Some of my frns shared a similar experience... and i felt it myself too... that whenever there is some  serious doubt in minds… any kind of confusion… any anxiety…  Krishna answers it instantly… from anywhere…  some lectures… some text message… even a song.. may be… it can be anything…  How quickly Krishna comes to our rescue…  Not once … not twice… but always…  isn’t it enough f...

Hare Krishna Dandwat Pranam. Since past few days my mind was very disturbed.. It felt like an invisible injury hurting so bad in parts i never knew i had in me. I spoke to some friends trying to pacify myself, but none of the words sounded healing.. Then i realised, i want to hear something that could relate to me, something that i feel happy about, but what was it, i didnt knew? I was very disturbed to see anger, frustration, disappointments, a desire to feel wanted, a feeling of being cheated. Such horrible things never manifested themselves before. Situtations had been even worse then, but there was something that kept me cheerful all the time,  what was it? What am I "NOT" doing this time? What was missing in me? All these questions were haunting me; freezing my ability to think. Finally my only refuge- Prayers; came to my rescue... and i sat down chanting last night. Miraculously i became calm and was successful in finding some sleep not just for my...